i know how childish this sounds, but sometimes i STILL get the urge to like slit my wrist. like times whereby i am pissed with myself.. its so secondaryschool-ish but i dont know why i still have the urge to do that once in awhile. BUT IVE NOT DONE IT SINCE LIKE... sec 2 or 3? (hahaha. yah. childish and super attention seeking i know.)

and then this morning at work, i slept for 2 hours. and im still feeling sleepy now....

anddddd. this afternoon, i was so bored i started writing down things that ive done with my hair since december2003. haha. quite stupid i know. and i had this sudden urge to just cut my hair shortSHORT. its really long now and its damn irritating. sleeping with long hair is no joke. i want short hair i want short hair i want short hair.

and since i came home straight after work, i didnt want to come up to the house first cos my mom's not back yet. so i went to ohsocoolandhappeningohsonew bukitpanjangplaza.. (I JUST REALISED THAT I HAVE GELATO JUST ACCROSS THE ROAD!! BY VENEZIA I THINK!!!) and went to ntuc. ended up buying cans of soup, tuna, blahblah and lotsa instant noodles. doing grocery shopping alone is damn fun. you dont need to wait for someone else. you just buy what you like.. so fun. and..... i suddenly had this sudden urge to cook. i even went to like the seafood section.. blahblah. wanted to buy clams and crabmeat.. blahblah. and i even went to the veg section.. blahblah. until i realised that i cant cook. what a bummer.

oh so sweeeeet. but oh so wrong. oh so cute, but oh so wrong.

-------edit.

i just quarreled with my dad... agh.. asshole. how can anyone be such a bastard.. aghhhh.

anyway, it was tasha's first day at school today in CHIJ BUKIT TIMAH. (oh good lord, watch over her!).. apparently she has this very pretty buddy (you know the primary 5 big sister..) and she was so nervous in the morning that her hands were cold. tash worries too much. tskk. must be more like her sister. heck care everything......

anyway, i pray tash will have a good 6 years in a convent school.... i asked my sis to buy nice shorts for her to wear in her uniform she say dont need... wait till tash sit like sam seng and let everyone see her barbie undies..